random post

i guess my most recent post got quite "popular" although it is not written by me. somehow it reaches the *person* my guest author blogged abt. so this person approached me although we didnt speak to each other for ages. *This person* did not know what he did wrong until i decided to drop the biggest hint. Something he said that triggered the whole thing. Of course there were other things too but that was one of the main reasons i do not respect this person today. I do not know y i didnt feel like telling him all the not-so-nice things he did n said to me. I just think that everything is a past now and i don't feel like digging it out, trying to remember every single detail is just a waste of time.

However, i did stop n think.. is the post by my fren too much? yes, i admit besides all the swearing n cursing, everything else is true. n i started to think "should i take down the post?" but then i decided not to. i think i have hide too much n too long..my frens have to constantly remind me what he did n what i went through. yes, i remember it wasnt pleasant..n so everyone told me i shouldnt care whether it affects him or not since it is the truth. oh well, i think anyone who knows me well enuf will know that it takes realli realli ALOT for my heart to be so"hard"..i dun wanna bother abt it..just dun wanna care..n i am not too sure when i myself will be "surprise" to read my own blog when my guest author decides to write something again.

xoxo
joan.