Part 2...

I was deliberating whether I should put this saga into a halt but decided to continue cos I am bored to the core at work now. However, after an “outbreak” filled with profanities and vulgarities, I think its time to be a girl again wtf and cut down on my swearing. No guarantees though.


Su could be classified as one of my “old” besties (with old being the period we have known each other for), apart from my childhood friends of course. She has always been the most soft-hearted one among the all of us (Beloved Ling, Kart & I). She is the best person to be taken on a guilt trip too as most often than not ( or I should say close to everytime) she would definitely give in and ended up feeling bad when she is the victim and this pisses me off most of the time!


Before she had finally came to her sense, she was taken countless guilt trip by *him (He should be thankful that I address him as *him instead of dickhead or fag or prick or bastard like how I usually do. LADY LIKE PLEASE! /shy wtf). This used to piss the living shit out me, and maybe Eeling too.(Yes, it really does. Just in case you don’t know, Su) One moment, she would come sobbing to me, feeling sad and emo over all the mean stuffs he did. (which I would then ask her to tell him off or IGNORE him. But my advice usually reflect from the surface of her eardrums and never went in.-.-). The next moment, she would come and tell me that she has forgiven him. There were several times where I was THIS close to ignore Su’s plead and send him a msg on facebook to interrogate him for stuffs he did cos I think Su treated *him WAY BETTER than he deserved. ( Glad that you FINALLY agree with me, my friend.)


Trying to be on the fence and less biased, he can’t be the one bearing all the responsibilities. You still need two to tango and he wouldn’t have used her weakness of being soft hearted against her if Su has not been such a poo and being extraordinarily forgiving.
Honestly, I have never seen my friend in THAT kind of situation before. Full depressed and crying like a water tap. No shit. I think the tears she shredded during that period are enough to save the Gaza nation for a day or two. =_=


The thing that hit my buttons was, he kept hurting my friend over and over again and be nice AFTER that. The attitude he treated my friend changes faster than I change my clothes. No doubt, there are times where he was really sweet and caring to my friend but with a blink of an eye (literally), he would turn into a cold-hearted prick and does/says nasty things to her. Its ironic how this vicious cycle usually happens on sadistic-bf-and-absofuckinglutely-stupid-gf relationship and somehow my dear friend went through this when they weren’t even going out/dating/seeing each other or whatever you wish to call it.


I wouldn’t give a flying fuck if he was being a dickhead to a bitch who deserves it. But, what did my friend do to deserve this?
Then again, everyone has different value of life. What I think of as an act of a total dickhead might be something normal to him and hence he might not even realized that he had done something wrong. Anyways, that is none of my fucking business. As long as my friend is happy and no longer living in her own little dark world cos of stuffs he did/said, I don’t give a shit if he is as nice as an angel or as evil as a devil.


To the dear readers of http://www.joanvoon.blogspot.com, I would not and do NOT wish to put myself as the same level as him. Hence I would like to clarify that I do NOT seek pleasure in condemning a person like him. It is just more of me voicing out my humble opinion, or rather OUR opinion on SU’s behalf since she is such a chicken as usual.LOL. jk.



xoxo,
A