Finally my sem 2 is over! i dont think anyone will be reading this now since my last post was ages ago! How i wish i can go back home this weekend too. 6 weeks. it doesnt sound very long but i really feel like going home after my finals. my last post was 3 months ago? haha. nothing much to update actually. my life is just so peaceful =)
After Feb,. nearly every single day we had project meetings till reading week. It was really tiring and the biggest problem was we did not know how to do n we were not very good with matlab =( it is a hectic and busy sem. After projects, it was followed by reading week. Whole week of nerding till yesterday. First time i actually stayed up n looked like a zombie. =( but i still do not depend on caffein =) Dont't think i will do well for this sem also..sigh.
Besides work n studies, i get to know my project grp mates better=) as usual, the four of us (mel, lydia, ck n i ) were in the same grp. =) of cox i cannot forget zh a.k.a "dad" and lw.=) I think no one can ever imagine the amount of help we got from them. Really appreciate u guys. Friends come and go and i believe good ones will remain=))
nothing much to update now. more updates will come when i am done clearing my filthy room!
xoxo
joan.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Friday, February 6, 2009
Happy Birthday Ed!
Happy Birthday to my beloved bro-in-law! lol. My cute and funny bro in law, hope u will have a nice bday! Thanks for everything (cox u said u contributed alot) haha..n also helping me in my homwork :p I still have alot of projects and homework..so thanks in advance..haha..mayb should get a "gooball" for ur bday? haha..
only my bro in law will do such silly things wid me :)
Anyway, happy 31st bday (so old already...:p) n may God bless you always! C ya realli soon.. SEVEN days. haha.
xoxo
joan.
Monday, January 26, 2009
pretty nails:)
My pretty nails!! or rather expensive nails.:P
okay, this is not my finger...is my sis's..she has two stones on her nails! lol.
another pic of her nail
okay, this is not my finger...is my sis's..she has two stones on her nails! lol. another pic of her nail
Saturday, January 24, 2009
finally a new post
I am in the bus n feeling so bored rite now. I am going home soon. I will be reaching home in 1-2 hours time depends on the traffic flow. Cant wait to c everyone. Lol. Although I just left home 2 weeks ago, I still cant wait to c everyone.. Since I have not been updating my blog, I’ll try to write something now.
Hmm..during my 2 weeks stay in s’pore, nothing much happened actually. My friends n I celebrated Ben’s bday on the 1st week we got back. We went to this restaurant called Changing Appetite and the food there was so-so only. We ordered a huge “barbarian burger” for Ben cox we thought he wouldn’t be able to finish it but…it wasn’t such a hard task for him.haha. We bought a chocolate banana cake for him fr secret recipe n we didn’t know that he doesn’t exactly like fruits (banana) in his cake. I mean he likes chocolate n banana but not both together. =.= weird. Haha.
On the 2nd week, it was more hectic.3 of my tutorials started on the 2nd week. And this sem, I have 3 design project to do! Arghh..Why must they have design project for every single module? Sigh. Not to forget, I have 5 hours lab this sem also!
Oh, and I went to Chinatown with ck, mh n hsien yesterday. That place is quite interesting but it was so packed wif ppl..n I got stepped so many times! We had dinner there. The food there was not that gd (compared to msia). Or maybe we just didn’t go to the right place. Haha. After dinner, they went to the temple. I wanted to follow in (dun get me wrong, I just wanted to c since the last time I went into a temple was 7-8 yrs ago in penang). I was looking at some lucky draw balls when I was told to go out by a lady there. =.= I was wearing spaghetti top and apparently, they dun allow ppl to wear sleeveless top. After that we went to buy tit bits. We tried so many mochi there. Yes, we are allowed to try mochi there without paying. However, all of us felt so “jelak” after trying a few! Finally, ck n I bought some mochi. Hopefully it is still edible when we get back home later. Lol.
Okay, I think that’s all during my two weeks in s’pore. Usually I will just be attending classes, going online to keep in touch wif family n frens (think I am 24/7 online except when I have classes).:p A peaceful sem so far :) so there is nothing interesting to update.
xoxo
-joan-
Hmm..during my 2 weeks stay in s’pore, nothing much happened actually. My friends n I celebrated Ben’s bday on the 1st week we got back. We went to this restaurant called Changing Appetite and the food there was so-so only. We ordered a huge “barbarian burger” for Ben cox we thought he wouldn’t be able to finish it but…it wasn’t such a hard task for him.haha. We bought a chocolate banana cake for him fr secret recipe n we didn’t know that he doesn’t exactly like fruits (banana) in his cake. I mean he likes chocolate n banana but not both together. =.= weird. Haha.
On the 2nd week, it was more hectic.3 of my tutorials started on the 2nd week. And this sem, I have 3 design project to do! Arghh..Why must they have design project for every single module? Sigh. Not to forget, I have 5 hours lab this sem also!
Oh, and I went to Chinatown with ck, mh n hsien yesterday. That place is quite interesting but it was so packed wif ppl..n I got stepped so many times! We had dinner there. The food there was not that gd (compared to msia). Or maybe we just didn’t go to the right place. Haha. After dinner, they went to the temple. I wanted to follow in (dun get me wrong, I just wanted to c since the last time I went into a temple was 7-8 yrs ago in penang). I was looking at some lucky draw balls when I was told to go out by a lady there. =.= I was wearing spaghetti top and apparently, they dun allow ppl to wear sleeveless top. After that we went to buy tit bits. We tried so many mochi there. Yes, we are allowed to try mochi there without paying. However, all of us felt so “jelak” after trying a few! Finally, ck n I bought some mochi. Hopefully it is still edible when we get back home later. Lol.
Okay, I think that’s all during my two weeks in s’pore. Usually I will just be attending classes, going online to keep in touch wif family n frens (think I am 24/7 online except when I have classes).:p A peaceful sem so far :) so there is nothing interesting to update.
xoxo
-joan-
Saturday, January 10, 2009
back in s'pore
I am back in this tiny room again. I am so tired now and my arms are aching. My bags are just so heavy and there are just too many stairs here! I'm not done with cleaning and unpacking..just too lazy and tired to move. Have to strart cleaning all over again tomorrow and classes strart on monday. :( somehow my room is just so dusty although i closed all my windows b'fore i left, and there are lizard poo everywhere too =.= .
My room now is just too "quiet" without tv sound and human voices..i miss home but i will be back again in 2 weeks time for cny :) then i think i will only get to go back in june if i am doing special sem here. unless i go back home during the one week break which is in march. :p
I don't think i can afford to write more, my brain isnt working and I just want to lie down on the bed. To my beloved family and besties, I really miss you all.
xoxo
-joan-
My room now is just too "quiet" without tv sound and human voices..i miss home but i will be back again in 2 weeks time for cny :) then i think i will only get to go back in june if i am doing special sem here. unless i go back home during the one week break which is in march. :p
I don't think i can afford to write more, my brain isnt working and I just want to lie down on the bed. To my beloved family and besties, I really miss you all.
xoxo
-joan-
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Part 2...
I was deliberating whether I should put this saga into a halt but decided to continue cos I am bored to the core at work now. However, after an “outbreak” filled with profanities and vulgarities, I think its time to be a girl again wtf and cut down on my swearing. No guarantees though.
Su could be classified as one of my “old” besties (with old being the period we have known each other for), apart from my childhood friends of course. She has always been the most soft-hearted one among the all of us (Beloved Ling, Kart & I). She is the best person to be taken on a guilt trip too as most often than not ( or I should say close to everytime) she would definitely give in and ended up feeling bad when she is the victim and this pisses me off most of the time!
Before she had finally came to her sense, she was taken countless guilt trip by *him (He should be thankful that I address him as *him instead of dickhead or fag or prick or bastard like how I usually do. LADY LIKE PLEASE! /shy wtf). This used to piss the living shit out me, and maybe Eeling too.(Yes, it really does. Just in case you don’t know, Su) One moment, she would come sobbing to me, feeling sad and emo over all the mean stuffs he did. (which I would then ask her to tell him off or IGNORE him. But my advice usually reflect from the surface of her eardrums and never went in.-.-). The next moment, she would come and tell me that she has forgiven him. There were several times where I was THIS close to ignore Su’s plead and send him a msg on facebook to interrogate him for stuffs he did cos I think Su treated *him WAY BETTER than he deserved. ( Glad that you FINALLY agree with me, my friend.)
Trying to be on the fence and less biased, he can’t be the one bearing all the responsibilities. You still need two to tango and he wouldn’t have used her weakness of being soft hearted against her if Su has not been such a poo and being extraordinarily forgiving.
Honestly, I have never seen my friend in THAT kind of situation before. Full depressed and crying like a water tap. No shit. I think the tears she shredded during that period are enough to save the Gaza nation for a day or two. =_=
The thing that hit my buttons was, he kept hurting my friend over and over again and be nice AFTER that. The attitude he treated my friend changes faster than I change my clothes. No doubt, there are times where he was really sweet and caring to my friend but with a blink of an eye (literally), he would turn into a cold-hearted prick and does/says nasty things to her. Its ironic how this vicious cycle usually happens on sadistic-bf-and-absofuckinglutely-stupid-gf relationship and somehow my dear friend went through this when they weren’t even going out/dating/seeing each other or whatever you wish to call it.
I wouldn’t give a flying fuck if he was being a dickhead to a bitch who deserves it. But, what did my friend do to deserve this?
Then again, everyone has different value of life. What I think of as an act of a total dickhead might be something normal to him and hence he might not even realized that he had done something wrong. Anyways, that is none of my fucking business. As long as my friend is happy and no longer living in her own little dark world cos of stuffs he did/said, I don’t give a shit if he is as nice as an angel or as evil as a devil.
To the dear readers of http://www.joanvoon.blogspot.com, I would not and do NOT wish to put myself as the same level as him. Hence I would like to clarify that I do NOT seek pleasure in condemning a person like him. It is just more of me voicing out my humble opinion, or rather OUR opinion on SU’s behalf since she is such a chicken as usual.LOL. jk.
xoxo,
A
Su could be classified as one of my “old” besties (with old being the period we have known each other for), apart from my childhood friends of course. She has always been the most soft-hearted one among the all of us (Beloved Ling, Kart & I). She is the best person to be taken on a guilt trip too as most often than not ( or I should say close to everytime) she would definitely give in and ended up feeling bad when she is the victim and this pisses me off most of the time!
Before she had finally came to her sense, she was taken countless guilt trip by *him (He should be thankful that I address him as *him instead of dickhead or fag or prick or bastard like how I usually do. LADY LIKE PLEASE! /shy wtf). This used to piss the living shit out me, and maybe Eeling too.(Yes, it really does. Just in case you don’t know, Su) One moment, she would come sobbing to me, feeling sad and emo over all the mean stuffs he did. (which I would then ask her to tell him off or IGNORE him. But my advice usually reflect from the surface of her eardrums and never went in.-.-). The next moment, she would come and tell me that she has forgiven him. There were several times where I was THIS close to ignore Su’s plead and send him a msg on facebook to interrogate him for stuffs he did cos I think Su treated *him WAY BETTER than he deserved. ( Glad that you FINALLY agree with me, my friend.)
Trying to be on the fence and less biased, he can’t be the one bearing all the responsibilities. You still need two to tango and he wouldn’t have used her weakness of being soft hearted against her if Su has not been such a poo and being extraordinarily forgiving.
Honestly, I have never seen my friend in THAT kind of situation before. Full depressed and crying like a water tap. No shit. I think the tears she shredded during that period are enough to save the Gaza nation for a day or two. =_=
The thing that hit my buttons was, he kept hurting my friend over and over again and be nice AFTER that. The attitude he treated my friend changes faster than I change my clothes. No doubt, there are times where he was really sweet and caring to my friend but with a blink of an eye (literally), he would turn into a cold-hearted prick and does/says nasty things to her. Its ironic how this vicious cycle usually happens on sadistic-bf-and-absofuckinglutely-stupid-gf relationship and somehow my dear friend went through this when they weren’t even going out/dating/seeing each other or whatever you wish to call it.
I wouldn’t give a flying fuck if he was being a dickhead to a bitch who deserves it. But, what did my friend do to deserve this?
Then again, everyone has different value of life. What I think of as an act of a total dickhead might be something normal to him and hence he might not even realized that he had done something wrong. Anyways, that is none of my fucking business. As long as my friend is happy and no longer living in her own little dark world cos of stuffs he did/said, I don’t give a shit if he is as nice as an angel or as evil as a devil.
To the dear readers of http://www.joanvoon.blogspot.com, I would not and do NOT wish to put myself as the same level as him. Hence I would like to clarify that I do NOT seek pleasure in condemning a person like him. It is just more of me voicing out my humble opinion, or rather OUR opinion on SU’s behalf since she is such a chicken as usual.LOL. jk.
xoxo,
A
random post
i guess my most recent post got quite "popular" although it is not written by me. somehow it reaches the *person* my guest author blogged abt. so this person approached me although we didnt speak to each other for ages. *This person* did not know what he did wrong until i decided to drop the biggest hint. Something he said that triggered the whole thing. Of course there were other things too but that was one of the main reasons i do not respect this person today. I do not know y i didnt feel like telling him all the not-so-nice things he did n said to me. I just think that everything is a past now and i don't feel like digging it out, trying to remember every single detail is just a waste of time.
However, i did stop n think.. is the post by my fren too much? yes, i admit besides all the swearing n cursing, everything else is true. n i started to think "should i take down the post?" but then i decided not to. i think i have hide too much n too long..my frens have to constantly remind me what he did n what i went through. yes, i remember it wasnt pleasant..n so everyone told me i shouldnt care whether it affects him or not since it is the truth. oh well, i think anyone who knows me well enuf will know that it takes realli realli ALOT for my heart to be so"hard"..i dun wanna bother abt it..just dun wanna care..n i am not too sure when i myself will be "surprise" to read my own blog when my guest author decides to write something again.
xoxo
joan.
However, i did stop n think.. is the post by my fren too much? yes, i admit besides all the swearing n cursing, everything else is true. n i started to think "should i take down the post?" but then i decided not to. i think i have hide too much n too long..my frens have to constantly remind me what he did n what i went through. yes, i remember it wasnt pleasant..n so everyone told me i shouldnt care whether it affects him or not since it is the truth. oh well, i think anyone who knows me well enuf will know that it takes realli realli ALOT for my heart to be so"hard"..i dun wanna bother abt it..just dun wanna care..n i am not too sure when i myself will be "surprise" to read my own blog when my guest author decides to write something again.
xoxo
joan.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Take that, you bastard!!
While Su & I were chatting loquaciously over lunch and we somehow managed to get into this topic about this *particular someone*, being the brilliant me, I asked Su if I could bitch about *him blatantly on her blog since she didnt allow me tell him off before. ( That was before she realised what an utter dickhead he could be.-.-)
No, I am not gonna reveal his name here.
That's not cos I am being all chicken and cowardly, but for Su's benefits, I think I shall keep this fag anonymous.For the time being.
Nevertheless, it doesn't take a genius to figure out who this WONDERFUL MAN is.
This is my very first time holding grudge towards someone I don't even know.
Unless you consider a mere 10 minutes MSN chat as knowing someone.
This dickhead managed to drive me up the walls and get into my nerves everytime I hear something about him.
Strike 1,
For crying out loud, any normal beings would say THANK YOU to whoever who wishes him/her Happy Birthday as a courtesy.
But this brainless prick decided to go against the "norm" and told my poor friend off for being insincere.( Like hello? Did your parents even teach you manners? I guess not.)
Are you freaking out of your mind? ( That's if you have one to start with?)
Instead of the basic appreciation you should have,considering ALL the nasty stuffs you have done to my poor friend, YET she still decided to be nice and wish you Happy Birthday, you slapped her with a bunch of fucking ridiculous replies.
ie, Say until so reluctant, my as well don't say. Really.
ie, What do you want of me?
ie, You give this kind of greetings my as well don't give.
ie, I know you can't possibly give a sincere one,since you dislike me,then no need force yourself.
ie, For your own sake, don't bother next time.
When I saw the replies he gave, I literally stopped breathing for that few seconds.
Its was absofuckinglutely, incredulously,fucking dumb!
Are you THAT INSECURE that you need to DOUBT the sincerity of a Birthday wish, from a girl whom you fucking treated like shit?
Even if she really does wish you out of reluctance, WHO ARE YOU TO COMPLAIN after all the nasty shits you have done?
What do you think she wants from you?
For the record,you are THE ONE who think with your almost-non-existent-penis most of the time and probably "brain storming" on how to get a chick into your pants, I think she is the one who SHOULD question you " what do you want ".Don't bother covering the disgustingly horny side of yourself with your spiteful words, cos it doesn't help a single bit.
Fucking wanker!
Seriously, someone needs to thoroughly brainwash HIS FUCKING BRAINS.He full made it sound as if he was FORCED to accept my friend's wish.Darling,no one died and made you king.
I have tonnes of "Strikes" to bitch about.But I shall keep that for some other time as its time to hit the sack. Trying to practice the "early to bed, early to rise" ritual.wtf
PS: If you haven't figured out that the above post wasn't written by the Author of this blog, I am speechless, taking all the profanities into considerations. lol.Btw, I am not THAT vulgar and violent.Only to certain people. REALLY.:)
No, I am not gonna reveal his name here.
That's not cos I am being all chicken and cowardly, but for Su's benefits, I think I shall keep this fag anonymous.For the time being.
Nevertheless, it doesn't take a genius to figure out who this WONDERFUL MAN is.
This is my very first time holding grudge towards someone I don't even know.
Unless you consider a mere 10 minutes MSN chat as knowing someone.
This dickhead managed to drive me up the walls and get into my nerves everytime I hear something about him.
Strike 1,
For crying out loud, any normal beings would say THANK YOU to whoever who wishes him/her Happy Birthday as a courtesy.
But this brainless prick decided to go against the "norm" and told my poor friend off for being insincere.( Like hello? Did your parents even teach you manners? I guess not.)
Are you freaking out of your mind? ( That's if you have one to start with?)
Instead of the basic appreciation you should have,considering ALL the nasty stuffs you have done to my poor friend, YET she still decided to be nice and wish you Happy Birthday, you slapped her with a bunch of fucking ridiculous replies.
ie, Say until so reluctant, my as well don't say. Really.
ie, What do you want of me?
ie, You give this kind of greetings my as well don't give.
ie, I know you can't possibly give a sincere one,since you dislike me,then no need force yourself.
ie, For your own sake, don't bother next time.
When I saw the replies he gave, I literally stopped breathing for that few seconds.
Its was absofuckinglutely, incredulously,fucking dumb!
Are you THAT INSECURE that you need to DOUBT the sincerity of a Birthday wish, from a girl whom you fucking treated like shit?
Even if she really does wish you out of reluctance, WHO ARE YOU TO COMPLAIN after all the nasty shits you have done?
What do you think she wants from you?
For the record,you are THE ONE who think with your almost-non-existent-penis most of the time and probably "brain storming" on how to get a chick into your pants, I think she is the one who SHOULD question you " what do you want ".Don't bother covering the disgustingly horny side of yourself with your spiteful words, cos it doesn't help a single bit.
Fucking wanker!
Seriously, someone needs to thoroughly brainwash HIS FUCKING BRAINS.He full made it sound as if he was FORCED to accept my friend's wish.Darling,no one died and made you king.
I have tonnes of "Strikes" to bitch about.But I shall keep that for some other time as its time to hit the sack. Trying to practice the "early to bed, early to rise" ritual.wtf
PS: If you haven't figured out that the above post wasn't written by the Author of this blog, I am speechless, taking all the profanities into considerations. lol.Btw, I am not THAT vulgar and violent.Only to certain people. REALLY.:)
To be continued.......
Friday, January 2, 2009
Prayer for a friend (lyrics)
I think this song is realli quite nice. so just typing out the lyrics for fun :P
Lord, I lift my friend to You,
I've done all that I know to do,
I lift my friend, to You.
Complicated circumstances
have clouded his view,
Lord, I lift my friend up to You.
I fear that i don't
have the words,
That he needs to hear.
I pray for ur wisdom, Oh God.
And a heart that's sincere.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.
Lord I lift my friend to You.
My best friend in the world,
I know he means much more to You.
Cause there's a way that seem so right to him.
But, You know where that leads.
He's becoming a puppet of the world.
Too blind to see the strains.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.
Lord, I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that i know to do.
I lift my friend to You.
Lord, I lift my friend to You,
I've done all that I know to do,
I lift my friend, to You.
Complicated circumstances
have clouded his view,
Lord, I lift my friend up to You.
I fear that i don't
have the words,
That he needs to hear.
I pray for ur wisdom, Oh God.
And a heart that's sincere.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.
Lord I lift my friend to You.
My best friend in the world,
I know he means much more to You.
Cause there's a way that seem so right to him.
But, You know where that leads.
He's becoming a puppet of the world.
Too blind to see the strains.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.
Lord, I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that i know to do.
I lift my friend to You.
happy bday sis!
This is my first birthday post for someone i love. haha. i dun realli know how to do this..but happy birthday sis!! this is my "secret" bloggie.lol. anyway there is nothing much in this bloggie since i usually update u wif my stuffs :P so yeah, just wanna wish u "HAPPY BIRTHDAY". haha. (pls dun let noisy c this! hehe).
miss u lotsss..hopefully can go to ur place n play! hehehe..thanks for all the pressie u brought back n everything...still wanna play wif u..hehe..dun think this post is that nice compared to my frens' posts. i'm still quite noob..lol..miss ya n c ya in 3 weeks time!! :) hope u have a nice nice day! (if not, i can help 2 scold noisy.hehehe)have a gd yr n god bless :)
xoxo
joan.
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